Remember this is a process, and that none of this has to do with you. You did nothing wrong.
I'm so glad to hear you're sleeping a little more now. I'm sure you don't feel normal by any stretch of the imagination, but I hope you will get there. Keep plugging along and working on yourself and I'm positive you'll be amazed when you look back at your growth.
Me-38 W-38; T-15 M-12; S10 and S6 BD - July 2016; EA confirmed; confronted Aug 2015 EA dissolved 12/2016
Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option - Maya Angelou