She has no idea how I'm feeling. I've been pitch black NC. I haven't touched Facebook in over a month so she has nothing on me.
I have an appt with IC tonight that I'm looking forward to. He was also our marriage therapist so he has an understanding of WAW. After that appt, I will go to an alanon meeting.
It just [censored] being discarded by someone I thought loved me. I've been through so much with her as she went through her crap and fought her demons. For her to leave now, after all we've been through really upsets me.
There's nothing I can do about it except keep pushing forward and that's exactly what I intend to do.
