I ask myself the same questions all the time. Is it too late? Should I stop hoping? Sometimes I WISH I could just flip a switch to stop hoping. I would love the pain to stop. But, I was with my H for 25 years, so my counselor reminds me that while I may be able to turn off my brain I won't be able to turn off my heart for a while. So I'm going to keep detaching and working on myself leaving the door open a crack.
My IC also said that it was obvious that I was very "attached" to my H and our M. Sounds like you are the same, Hope. The bad news is that means it will take a while to detach. The good news is that usually means that we will attach again.
I'm sorry you still haven't had any interaction. Stay strong.
M 44 H 46 M 20yrs T 25 yrs S15 S12
ILYBINILWY 7/18/15 Move to MBR 9/8/15 Physical Separation 10/10/15 Suspect A 8/2015 Confirm A 12/27/15 D filed by H 2/2/16
