Wish I could learn to stop taking bait. Its not a matter of just STFU. He's now learned to manipulate the silence as being disobedient/unsubmissive. UGH. The Bishop still hasn't spoken to him yet either. They're off this week. So lots & lots of opportunity for porn. Friday is the OW's birthday - still circled on his calendar. Duh. He thinks I don't know. But maybe he can't "undo" it... guess I should give him that benefit of the doubt. He threw out a few jabs about her recently. I didn't take that much bait, at least. So tempting to say awwww, it's really too bad that didn't work out huh. Sniff.
Me: 42, H: 38 Married: 12 years (second M for me) 14D, 9D 2015 EA (PA??), porn addict, *pastor/counselor* MLC
At a counselor, he said he wanted the marriage but not to work on himself w/a IC. Piecing?
