Time for a new direction

[mleigh4]

Hi Ciluzen,

Thank you for the kind words. I don't always feel cool and calm! I am actually quite the hot head. It has taken me a long time to get to this detached state. Sadly, I think it has a lot to do with my train of thought....I really don't see H and I back together. I am not completely closed off to it, but I have a hard time believing I could fall in love with this man again.

So in thinking and feeling this way, his antics have become less important and not a part of my world very often. I also think, being separated, he is less able to disrupt, which makes my world a much calmer peaceful place.

Hang in there, it takes time to detach, it is a very difficult process.