Wow Rouky you never fail to inspire me. Would you hold my hand and walk me into the acceptance room? I am looking at the door to it and am ready to walk in. Maybe I will get a running start and just kick it down. I hope that you can tell how all of us here admire you and look up to you for strength and courage. I do hope that you come to realize that your husband's affair had very little to do with anything that you did wrong and was about his own confusion and lack of moral character.

I so loved hearing what you wrote on my thread and want to again thank you in front of all of these people and tell you how much you mean to me. I know that your children see you as a source of strength and will know how to face challenges in life from having learned at your knee. I know that I must do the same and exhibit the same to my son. I have done a pretty poor job of it so far but I do forgive myself. Have a great week at work and think about how much everyone loves you and how much better your life is going to be going forward. Bonsoir Rouky!


M:53 W:47 M:15 years. S:18 S's: 30 & 28 from previous marriage. BD: 3/14 Divorced January 17.