I'm NC with WAW right now and I wonder the same thing.
Today I'm feeling a little different though. Like I know I'll be ok without her and I'll find the person I'm meant to be with.
I'm sure that will change in the next 30 minutes and I'll be pining away for her and beating myself up for my failures in the relationship.
I look at all the DBer's and I see a group of people that are trying their hearts out. Surely we deserve happiness, we are givers and willing to own our mistakes.
I'm proud to be a part of such a great group of people. And I think, in time, we will be rewarded with a loving partner that is willing to put as much energy into a relationship with us as we are willing to do for them.
Hope, you are awesome. Don't ever forget that. If H can't see that, he's blind and will regret it one day.
