broke, thanks for continued support. It's the hardest thing to encourage myself daily in the direction of my future, whatever that is. And you're right, it's the saddest thing to know how you can fix a problem and not have the opportunity to do it. Its the worst feeling a person can have! Meanwhile, I wish I had a way to interact with H so he can see his new and improved W.
"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."