I could've written your post above. It is so hard to look back and see all the mistakes I've made. It is so difficult not to have the chance to learn from those mistakes and reconcile. It is truly heartbreaking. But you have the right attitude - focus on the one thing you can control: yourself. That is exactly where I am at. It is the only thing we can do. Looking at the past mistakes and the future without our H is too difficult. We have to stay in the present and work on ourselves. Hopefully, learning and making ourselves the best we can be will make all of this heartbreak worth it. Wherever we land in the future.
M 44 H 46 M 20yrs T 25 yrs S15 S12
ILYBINILWY 7/18/15 Move to MBR 9/8/15 Physical Separation 10/10/15 Suspect A 8/2015 Confirm A 12/27/15 D filed by H 2/2/16
