Yeah I'm trying to take it hour by hour at this point.
I took a shower, was forced to eat by my mother, got dressed, napped, watched a movie.. I'm trying to do it all for me.
He goes into work at 6 so I know if I do not hear from him by then..then I won't for the day.
My brain keeps telling me now that I know about the A he is going to be distant and not want me and cold..and it makes me sad. I know before the flirting and being cute was fake but it still made the days go by alittle easier thinking he might miss me.
