You guys are right. My goal is no interaction. He usually 99% of the time calls or texts daily so I'm just assuming I will hear from him.
I am rotating between crying hysterically, being angry,and feeling numb. Then repeat. I have visited family and friends and mostly end up crying on the couch and hiding from my kids.
Did not make it to church, I was so emotional outside my mom said maybe we should go another day.
We took a nice nap today though.
Having bad thoughts of maybe dating just since he is..but i know that its my emotions talking.
