Recap: Husband left me for my ex best friend pretty much sums it up. They are dating now while we are separated. They used to be friends in highschool and apparently he has always had a thing for her.
I think they had a ea or pa before the separation. 100% sure an EA. His partner told his wife(my best friend) that he admitted he had feelings for her while married since he always has. He thinks he loves her.
Trying to take the high road. No contact besides kids.
I am still in love with him knowing this but also hate him and want him to suffer..so I don't know how I feel. I don't know if I love the idea of him or what anymore.
Pretty much that is it. Do I wait it out..do I walk away..I half want to stay half want to say F this and leave. Especially knowing who and what he is now doing to me.
