yeah thats what i thought too --- she wants to make sure you know she hasn't changed her mind, even though she might be waffling inside.

take care of you and your children. easier said than done. it's really important to try to figure out what you want.
not what she wants.
not what's best for anyone else, even including your children. oddly, what's best for you will be best for them. take some time to be still and really think about what it is that you want in your life. once you know that, you can move forward.
does that make sense?
xoxoxo

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver