Stepping in a Different Direction

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Feyth, that is so sad that he chose to go down that path and to make so man HUGE decisions without so much as mentioning it to you first. I mean, those were huge decisions and he didn't consider or even want you opinion at all. Nothing like having your entire life and future dictated to you. Like it or leave it. Not sure exactly how he thought you were going to react to it all. Sounds like he might have hit his MLC and you were dealing with the dreaded alien that took over H's body. I freaking HATE that stupid alien!

I hate that you didn't have anyone and that you tried to deal with all that by yourself. I never really hear anyone on the forum talk about how the stress is affecting them physically. I mean aside from the insomnia, no appetite/ wt loss, etc. But your hair was falling out. Is that getting better now that you have been working on yourself and your stress? Has it grown back. I'm really curious about that because I am also loosing my hair. Pretty sure I'm going to end up completely bald if something doesn't change. Not sure how to stop it though. UGH!!! And, oh yea, hair falling out constantly is a bit stressing which just makes it worse. Would love to hear you thoughts, opinions, or advice on that!!!!

Now that you've been working on yourself for 8 months, do you feel better? Stronger? Do you see or talk to H anymore? I really do hope you're doing well. I'm glad that you decided to post again. I kept looking for you hoping that you'd come back to update us. Take care of yourself and keep in touch.