I ended up taking benadryl like you guys suggested. I got to sleep until 5 am.
I am going to try to be decent while taking to him about the kids but short. Never mention me. Try to avoid him as much as possible.
My mom thinks as for My living situation it should stay the same UNTIL I have solid proof,like a photo of her car in my drive way overnight. That way he can not lie or fight with me on not wanting to leave.
Plus she thinks it is best if he isnt taking ths kids to his bachelor pad or random friends house or god knows where right now. Her place. Etc etc.
I hate the idea but I hate the idea more of not knowing where they are or where they will be.
I will be prepacked on the days he is coming by the night before so I can automatically leave.
Before: pack when he gets here, hangoht, watch a movie, he might make us all dinner, family time, leave.
He would always want me to stay a few extra hours.
Or he would show up at 12-1 when they nap from 1-3 to visit them and then want to hangout with me from 12-3 by ourselfs, watch a movie, alone time.
Before we thought..this is good. Maybe he is having second thoughts. Nope A the whole time.
Now literally he comes here, hug kiss kids goodbye. Walk out the door no matter what time.
If it is a day he wants to visit the kids, not allowed over if they are not AWAKE and I WILL stay in my room, or away from him. He should have no reason to come bother me now that I know about the A.
If he does I will not let him over on those days. Lie and aay sorry we have plans.
I'm feeling miserable...truly miserable. But I'm not playing the cat and mouse game like nygal said. Its killing me.
