Thank you guys. So much. I struggled today. I ate chocolate. I took a nap. I called my lawyers cell( he gave me it.) He emailed me the paperwork for the temporary custody and child support. He told me to look at it. Breathe. Give it a few days. Figure out my plan and call him later. He is more then happy to do whatever I want to do.

Piece of crap husband and I got into a fight(thats a fight for us. Before this we never fought. Ever) and I cried after.

He texts 2 about paying my bill, 1 asked if the kids are okay.

I said: okay I'll pay the full balance. Yes they are fine.

He then asked what we did today..3-4 hello. Stop ignoring me. Hello texts.

Called my house 3x. Handed the phone to my kids.D5 told him everything we did today from drinking water to she took 2 poops and wore 2 shirts etc. She is big into details.

He talked to s3 and then s3 hung up. He said if I WANT to be childish and refuse to taln about our children then I can be a childish bit*h.

I answered his next call. Hello? Is there something we need to discuss about the kids?

douchbag: no you just said they are fine and nothing else. What did you do today. Why are you ignoring me. Whats wrong.

Me: I told you they were fine, d5 told you we stayed home and ran errands. Is there something we need to discuss about the kids? I'm not in a small talk mood so unless it is about the kids I will talk to you later.

Cheating man wh*re: why dont you want small talk. Why are you being so childish. You KNOW WHAT WHATEVER BE A CHILDISH BITCH I'LL TALK TO YOU LATER

Me: click.

Then I cried. I JUST NEED SPACE TO BREATHE TODAY. I didnt want him to say I was refusing to talk to him to a lawyer about the kids. He makes me feel awful.

YESTERDAY HE SAYS HE IS SLEEPING WITH MY EX BEAT FRIEND

I cant be his friend today. I just want to curse him out and cry.


Me:24 H:26
T:7yrs M:4yrs
S:4 D:5
ILYBNILWY 12/5
PA Confirmed 2/19