Thanks for the hugs Rouky and the well wishes for my Dad. He had a TIA but I was told initially he'd had a stroke. I was physically shaking driving to the hospital.
I think it's H's niceness I can't take. If he doesn't want to be with me then I just don't want to see him. I told him so today. I've probably broken every DB rule there is but today I just don't care. I've had enough of pussy footing round him and validating and being Mrs Nice while he just mopes around, still thinking and deciding. He actually had the gall to say to me this afternoon that he is still here to do things for me. I told him I don't want someone to do things for me I want someone to love me and be my husband and that if he doesn't want to do that then I'd rather never see him. I'm tired of his passifying little things that he does but then still clears off at the end of it back to his dad's house. It's unbelievable to have still not made a decision. Maybe he should toss a coin and decide our fates that way!
Sorry, I'm venting and ranting, I've just really had enough of him stringing us all along. Thanks for being there Rouky!
