You have the strength. It's in there somewhere. Don't believe anything he says. He doesn't even know what he wants. Tomorrow might be worse or better, but we just have to keep breathing. You don't deserve that lead weight but acknowledge it and keep walking until it's light as a feather.
11/4/15 W revealed EA/2 months later became PA with co-worker Reconciling since late April 2016 Don't give up until it's time, then move on Be patient, strong and kind but never a doormat