If you really need the money, borrow it from your mom for now so you can avoid your H. Keep track of it. Unfortunately if he starts not supporting you financially you will probably be forced to file so you can take him to court and get temporary support. Try to focus on you and your kids. You have time decide on filing or what you want from the relationship. I'm sure you are completely overwhelmed - so many decisions your head is spinning. Just breathe, cry, take a walk, take a hot shower. Try to rest. You have time to think it all through. Don't rush anything. I'm so glad your mom is coming to help. Let her take care of you because you still have to take care of your kids and yourself. You will survive this. I promise - I know the pain feels physical but you will find strength you never knew you had. Hugs, broke
M 44 H 46 M 20yrs T 25 yrs S15 S12
ILYBINILWY 7/18/15 Move to MBR 9/8/15 Physical Separation 10/10/15 Suspect A 8/2015 Confirm A 12/27/15 D filed by H 2/2/16