We have a regularly scheduled therapy session on the calendar today. I asked W if she was planning to go. She said no and asked if I was. I said yes. She got frustrated and said she didn't want to have our first big discussion about this on display for the therapist.

She said she tried to talk to me twice since our initial brief conversation. I only recall once when I told her I didn't have anything to say. I guess she wanted to talk last night but she made no indication to me. She said I was too busy trying to leave the house. (I was! It was time to GAL!)

She changed her mind and agreed to go to the session. I'm anxious but I suppose it's a conversation that needs to happen.

M34 W35
S5 S2
T10 M6
on/off over the years including her A
Recently-
Nov 2015 bomb
Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling
Feb bomb
March-April Reconciling
May - bomb
Mid-May I tell her I'm done