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Thanks so much guys - your posts have really helped me. I got on a poor track there, and you have reminded me about MLC and what the R with the AP is actually like. Your posts are on a similar theme - the dysfunction - little to give - healthy/whole is missing - etc. That did help and I do feel more settled. I think things are a little raw at the moment as final D is right around the corner - I'll get through it though. And it's high time to shift the focus back on to something more interesting........ME!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think I may give HWX a miss next time and plan something nice for SS down here. I'm keen to take him into the bookstore for a shift with me - I think he'd enjoy that. Worked a shift at the bookstore yesterday - not the best day - was tired and out of sorts and the till didn't balance by a long shot. Had to leave a big apologetic note to the store manager.

But I had a nice glass of wine last night with a friend, who lost her Dad at the weekend. We had a good chat and a little cry and it was soothing for us both I think. I slept well and I'm looking forward to the weekend. I'm seeing a couple of friends tonight and helping Dad take Mum off to respite this afternoon. Tomorrow a couple of us are helping out a friend who just moved into a new place. He has hardly any furniture and we're hitting the thrift shops to pick up some stuff....right up my street!

Hope everyone has a good weekend and thanks so much for your wisdom and kindness xxx