The start of my happiness 4

[Tyler12]

I am thinking about W a lot tonight. Probably because of the interaction today. After I got home I went out to help brother for a bit and she called during that time to discuss the financial stuff. Ignored the calls. I waited about an hour and said I was helping B I'll be home x. I guess they had plans so I said it doesn't have to be today. Anytime is good.

I was bummed with the only convo I have had with her since the meet sitch. I went to a friends house and we had a couple drinks and talked about a lot. Worked on his truck he is swapping a engine on. Now that I am home I can't get W out of my head

I just think about the good times we had. All the happiness and the forever bs. And on top of that I think of her and OM. How that happiness was mine. What if they do last?

Also I find myself concerned with the financial discussion we need to have and the inevitable anger I will receive, I still don't like her getting angry with me. It feels like it gives her a reason to run to A.

To top it off this cat is driving me nuts again. She was normal for a bit...

Can't win today