Kyrie, I'm in a bit of a spiral myself so I haven't been contributing to posts. I also started a new job so that has been keeping me busy. Had a huge struggle with anger and then H started on his own angry rants- although I will say it was more anger than spew- a big difference in quality but still hard to handle. I do not want to hijack your thread, just want to say I am still here and keeping quiet because right now anything I say would probably add to the confusion. This is so confusing and difficult. Also H is home now for a visit and the tone of his voice to me is just so unbelievably impatient and condescending, and if I ask him to watch his tone that riles him up even more and my request seems to prove something to him. And it is not that he should watch his tone or that I am trying to set a healthy boundary for myself. Which it is. But to him it seems to prove that he is under attack and there is something wrong with me. This is so hard.
