In a nutshell, H left 7 months ago, and then told me about his A. We attempted what I thought was reconciliation, thought he was coming home and then told he wasn't and wants a D. We're both 31, no children. I'm trying my hardest to DB and 180 but keep having setbacks any little progress. But I will not give up hope. I love my H with all of my heart. I want to put all of this behind us and reconcile and rebuild our marriage.
I've learned to be patient and work on myself b/c that's all I have control over. I've made a lot of mistakes and I don't want to be that person again.
"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."
