I am so sorry, HopeRB. It does make it very tough that you don't have any time of "connection" where you are forced to have some type of interactions to check your db'ing progress. I bet the holidays were just awful. By the time I was at the holidays it has been 4-5 months, so it wasn't as "fresh". Do you feel like the db'ing is helping you individually? Have you gotten to that point yet? That is what I am striving for....to not "fake it" anymore, but really try to do the work for myself on myself. Not JUST for the hope of reconciliation but moving towards just being the best person (mom, wife, friend, etc) that I can be. I know for me it will be so hard to do this, but I have to for my sanity.
M 44 H 46 M 20yrs T 25 yrs S15 S12
ILYBINILWY 7/18/15 Move to MBR 9/8/15 Physical Separation 10/10/15 Suspect A 8/2015 Confirm A 12/27/15 D filed by H 2/2/16
