Hit submit too soon b/c I hate even writing those words. The last time I saw him was the night he came home to tell me he wanted a D. The last thing I saw was him grabbing his coat in a hurry and turning his back to me as he walked from our apartment. I called, "[H's Name], what are you doing?!" and he simply put his hand up as if to dismiss me and kept walking away. Didn't even look back at me. Haven't seen him since.
"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."
