Yesterday I felt strong and in controlling. Today is a different story. Just over a week ago she was reaching for my hand while I was driving. We were joyfully playing with the kids. We were working together on getting our house ready to sell and actively looking at new homes. Now it's all fake pleasantries and avoidance. I feel anxious, confused, and scared.
M34 W35 S5 S2 T10 M6 on/off over the years including her A Recently- Nov 2015 bomb Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling Feb bomb March-April Reconciling May - bomb Mid-May I tell her I'm done
