Hi Slowly, I am trying to pick myself up. This so very hard. I think I need to just face the fact that my marriage is over. I'm tired of fightin alone. I really am.

what I am going tp do today is set boundaries. I need them to be able to better take care of myself. I have to get used to H not being here. His presence is still far too great.

I am going to ask him to get S every other weekend,and wash clothes at his moms.