Yeah, I know the feeling, all weekend I had this urge to cry. On Easter Sunday at my folks house I was reading the obits and there was a 1st anni on a friend of mine and ex h, actually more my friend--I always had a secret crush on this guy and we all worked together, anyway it was one year again that he was at a jack and jill party and he just fell over and died--at 32 yr old-always healthy. I was bringing my d home and stopped to pay my respects and I just burst into tears and my d must have thought I was nuts. I finally composed myself, by when I was in my apart. I just sat and stared, why am I doing all this!! I really had this overwhelming urge to cry. okay I'm done, I didn't mean to get going like that. I can't believe you snooped! you little devil and now that just made things worse! believe me, I have snopped so many times and think what the heck and then I always end of regretting it. But we need to pull ourselves up and work on us!!! Maybe once he sees you changing the past will take care of itself. lets try to smile right now , one, two, three
