you have a sore throat my love because you have a lot to say to h and you cannot, find another way to let it out - journal, write him a letter but don't send it ... just get it off your chest and out of your system, in a safe way. not self pity ... you have been hurt, and you are right to be perplexed, as you are awesome and ow, not so much ... you can only take care of yourself, and allow these feelings to come wash over you like a wave then pass as we know they will. be gentle with yourself my dear xoxoxoxoxo {{{{{hugs}}}}}

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver