Hi everybody. I am still down today.I didn't even go to work. I was just feeling overwhelmed this weekend and pretty hopeless.
I did something that I should't have done. I accessed his cell bill on line because he said to me that he was never coming home because he can not trust me. I just feltlike it was an excuse so I said what do I have to lose by trying to find out if there is someone else? (2x4) He said he never coming home anyway. It was just as I suspected, an EA. talking on the phone to a girl he met in a realestate class. He still denies that it means anything. His excuse is that they are not the same religion and he would never be with someone who is a different religon! I said, why are you spending hours on the phone if it is to go no where. He said talking about realestae. All night long, I don't think so. I just don't know where to go from here. Other than hitting myself with a 2x4! help, I am giving up. I feel defeated because he said he will never be back because he can not get past things that happened in the M.
