I ended up taking the day off of work today. Last night I went out with a friend and apparently had one too many Micro-brews. I totally forgot about the higher alcohol content in some of those beers. Oops. So I ended up having to recover for a few hours this morning. I'm sure that annoyed W. She used to hate it when I was hungover, not that it happened often.
I read No More Mr Nice Guy today as it came recommended in Sandy's revelations thread. It was a very eye opening read. I've been emotionally attached to W just as Glover describes. I let go of my hobbies to try and please her. I rarely saw friends because I always wanted to be around her. I always put her first in the bedroom. There are parts of the book where I felt he was writing about me specifically.
I need to change. I need to find myself again and make it stick for good. I need to take control of my life. I really liked the bulleted list of personal actions at the end. Now I need to figure out how to put this into actionable tasks.
M34 W35 S5 S2 T10 M6 on/off over the years including her A Recently- Nov 2015 bomb Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling Feb bomb March-April Reconciling May - bomb Mid-May I tell her I'm done
