At a low point right now. A bit too consumed and not detached enough. I had been doing better prior. Feel like I'm in a slump and can't get out.

I worry that I am fighting to get back a person who I will be unhappy with and who will do this again or believe he can treat me poorly.

I don't want to be rejected and am awaiting a discussion regarding reconciliation vs divorce.

I need my power back, but am very down. Don't know what I am imagining and obsessing over and what is real.

Sorry, I'm hijacking. It's nice and helpful reading about you doing better though


M: 42
H: 43
Twins age 5
WAH in summer