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[Tyler12]

Thanks you guys. I know it was not the right thing to rant to SIL. I panicked and needed a more intimate support, a actual voice in my ear. I will say I do still hope to talk to her family as they have been my family too however it will not involve any R talk. With MIL it will revolve around grandchildren. And SIL i don't see as being very frequent. I don't feel a need to talk to them. More to just keep in touch. It will pass in time.

And yes Zeus I know that looking elsewhere is just desperation for affection and companionship. There is no need to get involved else where. I did read the post on Feyths thread. I try to stay on top of everyone's posts because there are always gems of knowledge that can be applied to all sitch's.