I am currently not doing limbo correctly. Him going on business trip on Valentine's day weekend really makes me suspicious. It really unsettled me. He was not around on Monday, so he might have lied about what day he came back. It also means that he hasn't seen kids in over 2 weeks and did not make them priority which sickens me. How do you voluntarily go 2 weeks without seeing kids? Is he even human? To me that's sick!!!
I saw him yesterday when I dropped kids off and he was in good mood. Made small talk. His mother has aged horribly within past several months. She is having trouble looking at me, so I wonder what she knows.
I read all these newcomer posts and realize how can I be the only person on these boards whose husband did not cheat or is not involved in affair? This bothers me so much. It is my boundary and the not knowing is awful because if I knew it would release me from limbo and I could move on. I am worried that he has just been stringing me along for financial reasons. I am crying all the time. I have no appetite and am back down to post Husband leaving weight. I am consumed with thought that husband was/is cheating.
Plus I think of his behaviors and how totally controlling and irrational they are... It's all about getting me to work more. I read somewhere that stonewalling someone is a perverted way of maintaining power and control.
He complained that I do not ever compromise with him. He is upset that I will not meet him half way when he picks up kids so he doesn't have to drive as far. I did not want this, why the hell would I help him???????
I am still sick and there has been no GAL or exercise and no good signs from husband so my moral is very low.
Me: 42 H: 43 Twins age 5 Physically Separated 7/2015
