well, my situation is a little strange i guess. we had a huge fight, and we havent been living together for 3 weeks. he showed up 4 days ago at our counseling session to say "its over". the next day we talked and i told him i respect his decision, but why the rush? lets just keep things the way they are (living apart and dividing the finances) for a while and work through things so we dont part with hurt feelings. he agreed, though very adimate about his decision. so i only found out that he wants a D 4 days ago, so we are 4 days into the 'separation' post the D news. but we havent been living together for 3 1/2 weeks.
i really dont see him or talk to him. i dont call or anything, except to email about legitimate stuff, like the cable guy coming over, or if i have some things he needs to pick up at the house. we flirted via email yesterday, and we have a "sex date" scheduled for tonight. NO STRINGS ATTACHED! it may be hard for me, but if he is alright with it, so am i. the best i can hope for is that if he continues with this separation agreement and doesnt rush the filing for D, then maybe he'll start to reconsider. my plan is just to make myself available for the physical gratification whenever, and let him contact me for anything else. it will be interesting to see his reaction over the next few days after our little 'rendevious'. will he panic? will he enjoy it? will he think i am getting the wrong idea and panic....rushing him to file? i just dont know.
but it's the only thing i've got going for me right now!
