Got myself some new books tonight. Looking forward to reading them. And I will finally understand LL that everyone talks about.
I understand we can't discuss other books here, if someone could point me in the direction of some books that helped them I would appreciate it.
Today was a good day. School is getting stressful as we are starting to wrap up and next week has been dubbed "hell week". As its all tests to prepare for the government final on Friday.
The downside of today is the trip I was looking forward to going on after school isn't going to happen. I just can't afford to do it. So I don't know what I am going to do with myself for that weekend now. I told myself I am doing something regardless. I just can't justify spending anything right now. Kinda [censored].
I feel a lot better tonight than I did last night for sure. The waves of anger and sadness are far less effecting it seems. Not really sure what it is I am feeling tho. It's almost a lonely contentment. I am fine being alone and taking care of my life, some company wouldn't be bad at times tho.
I have been looking for any kind of support group around here just to get out and meet some people I can identify with. All I can find is alanon and I am not sure if that's the right group to be going to. I'll have to talk to IC and see if she knows of any I can go to.
Oh. I also signed myself up for a financial advice course offered here locally in March and a separation divorce one a week later. It caught my eye and I figured is it going to hurt me to go? No.
Last part of good news I can think of right now is I am going to coach handball at the high school this season. Not sure when it starts yet but I am looking forward to it!
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
