Thanks ciluzen for your suggestions. I've been reaching out to people, have gotten support from a few coworkers. It hurts so much though. When I think of how everyone must be on his side in all this. And I don't want people choosing sides, I want our friends/family to fight for us. I have no support and sometimes feel discouraged.
On another note, feeling quite defeated. I know the only thing I have to control is myself, and I've been doing a good job of that but inside, I just feel so powerless.
"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."
