H keeps sending me randomn memes and texts. I reply back after a bit with a few funny ones. He is going to a wedding this weekend and I hate that I will not be there.. but then again I am always the DD for a bunch of drunk Marines and would rather be home snuggling my minis. I do not like that he can just up and leave like that...then again I feel sadness for him. He is trying to relive his youth and missing out on being part of his son's youth. This whole weekend thing and no calls for them is not being a good father. I showed him the adhd diagnosis and sensory processing disorder diagnoses and he just tossed them over like he could care less. When H came over he had a nasty cough and now my s11 has it . Off to the drs again . My H used to complain about his dad not being around for him and now he is behaving the same way. It is freakish how they turn into everything they used to hate. Oh well enough about him...I just got my S6 Kinder graduation pics and they are adorable. His gown is red and my S17 is also red. Kinda weird to have a son graduating high school and one graduating kinder. My boys are so sweet .. every night they tell me I am the bestest mom and they love me most times infinity times infinity times infinity. As for me I wake up and name the things I am grateful for. It puts things into perspective. My H basically has handed my boys over to me. I have this gift of time with them and while it is tiring at times I would not give up those nightly kisses and snuggles for anything. I am grateful that I have been able to shield them from alot
