Hi there mu! I'm still here... just moving forward. Not a lot to discuss from my part of the world. The house will be out of my name as of Friday, then I will get a nicer vehicle and move the rest of my possessions. After that, x is the past. I no longer feel the draw to even try to get her back. It is a liberating feeling. I never would have chosen this path, but it is the one I am on. I am on an adventure of my own now. Every day i sa new chance. I love my boys, and love spending my time with them... but, I am starting to live for myself when I am not with them.
Hopefully, by months end, I will have a nice truck again. And have everything moved by mid March. Then my only tie to x is my boys. I am looking forward to that! Letting go was the hardest, yet best thing that I have ever done. Holding on only hurts ourselves.
Be well!
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.