This is the most difficult thing you will ever have to do in life. I personally feel that my situation would be less emotionally painful if my W had just died. Because if she had died, I would at least not be stuck with the knowledge that she chose to leave and to kick me in the face as she walked out the door. This is hard, hard, hard. I have to force myself to get out of bed to do anything. But I make myself do it. I started running and I hate running. Find a divorce/separation support group at a church. Do something. Its hard but you can do it.
Me: 48 y/o W: 47 y/o Together: > 20 yrs BD: Dec '15, then S 2nd BD: Mar '16, then I filed for D April '16: started piecing
