You are not alone....many of us are going thru the same and I won't say its easy and it will pass. It is hard and what you can do is vent and post here. It has helped me alot as I am the one who has to move out from my house most likely and Daughter and dogs...forget the STBX. I cry almost every other day when I go to sleep in the same house as my STBX thinking about my daughter as we are super close.
I don't know when this stuff passes but only know that over time it will all be OK. I have asked friends who have gone thru the same and unfortunately time is a healing power but doesnt happen quickly.
Take time to cry, to go thru the grief as its natural. You may want to try a divorce support group? It was recommended to me as I haven't gone there yet but probably will once I get thru some of this fog.
Not sure if this board has any local groups from different posters either as I haven't seen one but maybe there is one??? Seems most are spread out throught the world.....
Hang in there and its good to get the feelings out there .....take care
_________________________ Me-48 Spouse-WAW 52 Married for 10 years D7 ILYBNILWY 7/15 Suspect EA/PA 12/15 No confirmation/denial She files 1/2016 Working towards the Big D ...still in progress....
