One hour at a time, one day at a time, one week at a time... I know that's easy to say but I guess that is what we have to do to try and survive our circumstances.
This is one of those rare occasions where I can say I know how you feel and I feel so sorry for you. I have found myself recently listening to old 80 and 90s breakup songs, like Boyz 2 Men.... I would not suggest it because it just seems to drag me lower.
Keep your head up my friend and keep posting.
Me 41 W 33 M 2013 Suspect A 11/15 Confirm A 1/16 She moved out 2/14/16 Stepson 13 Stepson 16