My IC has mentioned starting a new hobby, but I haven't been able to come up with anything. Exercise was going well until another month long bout of vertigo came back. I have been walking as much as I can with the cold weather. In the last few weeks, when I am by myself I cry. Sometimes for hours at a time. I went for a really long walk last week when it was just warm enough to get out, and cried the whole time. I don't know if it's the medications or just a phase or what.
Last night I went with friends to see a movie. I brought this movie up last week and they showed interest. I asked about it since and no one was answering me. They showed up at the house last night and picked me up with no warning. It was nice to be out, but they could tell I wasn't right.
I got invited to a friendly blackjack game on Friday night. It is an extended family gathering of a good friend of mine. I hate playing cards. Like really hate it. Alot. But I will probably go just to get out.
I have a followup next week to discuss my medications.
Me:34 W:33 R: 15 years M: 7 years W moved out: 11/21/15 BD: 11/20/15 - ILYBINILWY, PA once LRT: 12/14/15
