Wow, mind is blown 13

[Uphill]

Wanted to just stop by and say there has been nothing else that happened since my last update. Still just processing all of this and trying to figure myself out before making any moves. I did talk to XF for a bit last evening, all S4 related things, nothing R whatsoever. Her attitude and personality do seem better. She had joked about a few things so towards the end I tossed a little joke out there (basically seeing how it would go over) and got a laugh...

I'm very apprehensive. I don't want to scare the squirrel, at least until I make my own mind up.