Nik, I am skeptical about giving him the illusion about moving on without him because I don't want him to think there is someone else because having A's are a part of aour problem.Do you think that mystery would make him think there is someone else and tell himself I knew she didn't want me and feel better about the S?
Last night he came in after he dropped S10 off and ate and went on-line. He said I need to get a laptop because I don't want to keep taking over your computer. How could I let something that small make me feel like he is never coming home because he said "your computer"? I take everything so personal..........
I start tennis lessons tonight. I am very excited about that. Thanx, Nitaf
