I see you are doing well. A word of caution though... Try to curb the analysis thing, you might fall into the analysis paralysis trap. Also when you analyze logical problems, you can come to logical conclusions, however this whole situation (as you will soon discover) defies logic, so any excessive analyzing will drive you nuts, so it is best you stop analyzing it (or at least minimize it). Take the whole situation as it is, face the fact that it had nothing to do with you and come to terms that you cannot thing your way out of this one (scary thought for a thinker, heh?) and live your life forward.
Do notice, I did not say move on, I said move forward. It's time to upgrade your hardware to Tim 2.0.
And patience, you will need the patience of a saint...
