oh honey i'm so sorry but at the same time, there must be some sense of relief in having made a decision? looking for some kind of positive for you in this dreadful turn of evens. i'm going to tell you the same thing I've told myself for the past few days - this week's life lesson for me, anyway: you deserve way more than crumbs from the table, Cali. you've worked hard, you've looked at yourself and made positive changes. you will be fine. so will S because he has you. sending you love and hugs xoxoxoxo
M 20+ T25+ S ~15.5 (BD) BD 4/6/15 D 12/23/16
"Someone I loved once gave me A box full of darkness. It took me years to understand, That this too, was a gift." ~ Mary Oliver