I need some support or advice. As I am getting closer to seeing WW tonight I feel like I am squeezing the rope. I am asking myself and God why this is happening. Why is it so hard at times and do seemingly easy for her.

I just want her to want me.

I feel like after days of anger I would be willing to forgive all for some affection. Why am I so weak when I see her. It blows

The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.