The pressures at the moment are very great so that is one heck of an achievement.
I am reading along and am preparing a reply on the FOO (family of origin issues) and in particular about the lineage and 1980s issues. I was there!
The work you are doing on you is impressive indeed.
Can you give me a little time as I need to research a couple of issues whilst I organise my thinking. That is a interesting perspective on your relationship with alcohol.
In the meanwhile do you know if your dad used drugs before you were conceived. Was one of those drugs LSD?
Don't worry if you don't know.
It's just there is a very interesting study on epigenetic influences and drug use by parents prior to conception. It may explain a couple of things.
Big big hugs
I am very impressed indeed
V
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW